You're capable of harnessing your energy into short, efficient bursts of activity that allow you to accomplish a great deal of work in a very short period of time. However once the energy is depleted a rest is necessary and then the cycle repeats itself. As such you are torn between a need to work and a need to rest. Nonetheless when you are not actively involved in something it is not unusual for depression and feelings of insecurity and guilt to set in. The root of the problem lies in the need for energy accumulated during periods of rest to find some form of release. As such be aware that even a menial chore can alleviate those feelings.
There is also a strong tendency towards workaholisim and you need to be aware that being overly focused on either work or play also has its cost. All work and no play doth Jack a dull boy make, is the way one old adage goes but then again no work and all play can turn Jack into a sloth. Therefore finding a balance between these two seemingly separate states of being, will likely be a lifetime learning experience. It would bode you well to remember that the energy required to accomplish what you do depletes quickly but on the other hand it will likely be just as quickly replenished. Therefore it is important for you to embrace those phases of relaxation with the same amount of enthusiasm you apply to your periods of intensified performance.
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