In order that you may alleviate inner tensions you must first stabilize your ego, achieve self awareness, and develop mental continuity.

However you are also very aware of the power of truth and it is likely a given that you feel compelled to gain enlightenment through study and research. You fully understand that much of what takes place in your life need not happen, and know much more will be possible when you have acquired much sought after insight. Nevertheless you can just as easily stagnate if you refuse to see both the pros and cons in the learning and rigidly stick to a singular mindset. In your zeal to further a point of view, try not to border on the side of fanatical when attempting to coerce others to it, and learn from the any adverse responses. Although in general you are more interested in open ended discourse and straightforward debates you are very used to high voltage situations and don’t mind dealing with conflicts or coping with setbacks.

Nonetheless you did learn very early on in life to speak your mind and if confronted don’t think twice about the verbiage used when defending yourself against attack. You manage life through the use of willpower and lucidity and many of your reactions to situations have been rehearsed in preparation for just such occurrences. This behavior can also make contacting and relating to others difficult. Perhaps then you also need to address your expectations from the environment and your desire for more than it can provide. Therefore relax some of that firm self-control, share a bit more of yourself, without forcing others to guess at who you are and increase your self-perception. These factors will aid you well in your quest to avoid being misunderstood.